Jonathan Bender has attempted nearly every rehabilitation method known to man and is ready to move on with his life.

"I depressed myself to death then," said Bender of his final rehab stint. "I was about to go psycho. But after a minute it's like, What are you going to do? Keep killing yourself or just let it be?

"If it's going to happen for you, it's going to happen. If it's not, it's not."